Had darn Physics and Maths tutorial today. Uurrgghh!! Had to wake up early. Didn't felt like going initially. So tired after sleepless nights because of Mt O's. I finally got to sleep well last night. Decided not to perform for the Balloon Festival at Sentosa on Saturday. I hate what we're going to wear. So awful!! Such a lousy combination of Hand Ten Polo tee,band skirt,band socks with band shoes. Yucks!! Oh please! I'm not gonna make myself look like some stoopid fool! Heard that Mr De, our new band instructor was very good. Anyway i dun think any other instructors could have replaced Sir. Oh no! I go round noticing that quite a number of people are owning iPods now. I recogonise it by their ear-pieces. Fortunately its iPod Shuffles,not iPod minis! If its so common, then it won't be so cool and fun having one anymore!! Haha. Actually its ok lah.
3:15 PM
Monday, May 30, 2005
Oh finally. Mt O's are over. Woo-hoo. The paper today wasn't that bad afterall. Not exactly easy,not exactly tough. I'm so relieved. Its over. Stress-free for now! Went to Orchard with Jessie,Yu Min,KT and Joselyn. Decided to have lunch at the Soup Restaurant in Paragon. Food there was shiok. Ahahaha. Jessie,as usual,the joker,kept making us laugh over her retarded antics. Lol! Wanted to watch Monsters-In-Law, but the tickets at Lido and Cineleisure were either sold out or at late time slots, so we decided to go shopping! Shopped at Wisma and Taka. Daddy picked me up at Paragon. Gotta go to grandma's house now.
:::Voices That Care::: Lonely fear lights up the sky Can't help but wonder why You're so far away
There, you had to take a stand In someone else's land Life can be so strange.
I wish we never had to choose To either win or lose That we could find a way
But i won't turn my back again Your honour I'll defend So hurry home. .til then..
Stand Tall Stand Proud Voices that care are crying out loud And when you close your eyes tonight Feel in your heart our love burns bright
I'm not here to justify the cause Or to count up all the loss That's all been done before
I just can't let you feel alone When there's so much love at home We're sending out to you All the courage that you've known The bravery you've shown Clearly lights the way
We pray to make the future bright To make the wrong things right Right of wrong we're praying you remain strong That's why we're all here and singing along
Stand Tall Stand Proud Voices that care are crying out loud And when you close your eyes tonight Feel in your heart our love burns bright
You are the voice You are the light
Stand Tall Stand Proud Voices that care are crying out loud And when you close your eyes tonight Feel in your heart our love burns bright
5:30 PM
Went back to school for a lil while after chinese tuition just now to see Sir off. So sad... Today's his last day with our band. He just told the band yesterday. I was shocked when gwen lim and my sis told me. It was like so last minute kinda thing. Anyway our band performed for the SAF Yacht Club opening today. I didn't go as I will be having MT O's on Monday. It was Sir's last performance with our band. Everyone was so glummy...sad...moody... Sir talked to us before he left. He said he enjoyed the time with our band blah blah blah..His leaving us as he says his aging fast and becoming weaker and weaker as the days passes and is no longer as strong and lively as last time to conduct the band. He said that we must study hard and not disappoint ourselves,our parents,our teachers and our schools, and that we must give the instructor/s taking over our band our best. Everyone cried. So sad. He said it was harder for girls to accept the news than boys as we are more emotional. Guess it was very very true. When I think of it I feel like crying. Sigh. When he said 'Goodbye' to all of us, only Nicole said goodbye back as the rest were all crying. Probably too sad to even say anything. I wanted to say "Thank You Sir" but I couldn't. Only Cheryl said. Our new band instructor will be Mr.De or however you spell it. Sir said he is young, good and much more energetic than he is. He said we musn't give him any problems. I've yet to see him. Alright I better get back to my chinese now.
5:15 PM
Thursday, May 19, 2005
Whats the problem with me man????????? Today's bad. Very very extremely bad! We got back all our exam scripts except for Bio. Guess what?? Everyone did so so sooooooo badly in everything. This year's MYE really sucked. I'm extremely disappointed and angry with myself. Really,whats the problem with me? I have slacked so so much from last year. My grades were just simply unbelievable. Yes,I seriously thought I could have done better. I passed all my subjects, but even so, the grades were terrifying. Moreover,this is my N'level year. With this kind of grades I'm getting,even though I can move on to Sec.5..so what?? What about O's?? It is unexceptable. My friends think I'm expecting too much from myself. They say that a pass is good enough. To me, there's no point passing without getting a good pass. I hate boderline passes. And my grades were all like in between. I think I only got distinction for 2 subjects. The rest were all boderline!!! Wth. To make things worse,our CA will not be included and there will be no moderation. So tell me..whats the point of me doing well for CA but not for MYE?? Huh?? I can't find myself!! Yes,the teachers marking may be strict and the papers were set at a much higher standard than compared to last year. But we cannot blame them. They are preparing us for prelims and our N's. Even so, I couldn't have done so badly! I'm utterly disappointed in my maths and english. They are one of my strongest subjects and I did so badly?? How am I gonna get my 3 points for N's if I continue like this? How??? Its not like I didn't put in as much effort as I did compared to last year. I continued to work hard and go on at the same pace. But why?? My classmates were disappointed too. Everyone was in a solemn mood today. Especially after we got back our maths paper. In total, there are only 12 passes in our class for maths. How am I gonna tell my parents,my chinese tutor and my maths tutor? I'm sure they have expected much better results. My school teachers too, and especially my form teacher?
6:00 PM
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
School ended at 10.30am. Uurrgghh...we're gonna have two weeks of Chinese intensive training till O'Levels-30th May. From tomorrow, we'll have two and a half hours of chinese during curriculum and gotta stay back after school for one fishy hour!! Stress!!! Got back chinese exam paper today. Dun wanna talk about it. When school ended, Yu Min and myself went to Swensens,the one at Changi Airport T2. It was our first time taking the train to the Airport. When we arrived there, it was quite quiet..not many people. We walked around before going to Swensens. It was so early. Haha. The both of us were the first customers of the day. lol! We sat in this super comfortable chair. A singled 'sofa' should be how you call it (i guess so?!?!?!). Cool! We had the restaurant all to ourselves for around 45 mins before the crowd started coming in for lunch. We ordered so much. Yu Min ate Fish & Chips, I ate the Oriental Laksa. We even ordered another Mee Goreng...all because of Yu Min. She thought we could finish, but no no. Haha. Felt so much like gluttons! In the end, we packed the Mee Goreng up. I had to bring home the food cuz Yu Min didn't want to bring it home. And guess what..we even ordered banana split to share. Yes,it was embarassing asking the waitress to pack the Mee Goreng and calling another banana split yet at the same time. We crapped alot and laughed at pretty retarded stuff. I was shivering. Air-Con there was too cold. To make it worse,I drank Sprite,Ice water and ate the ice-cream. I had to finish the ice-cream up..Yu Min only ate the cherry,bananas and a lil teenie-weenie bit of ice-cream. Stayed there till around 1.30pm. We felt so bloated after that. Took the train followed by the MRT home.
2:30 PM
Monday, May 16, 2005
Today's our marking day. Yes and tommorow school finishes at 10.30am. Went to Macs for breakfast this morning. I'm dreading the day at home. I got loads of stuff for myself to do.
1. Find a new song to replace the current song 'Glory of Love' in this blog. 2. Search for like 60 more songs to download into the iPod. 3. Look for pics to put into Friendster. 4. Get the darn tagboard done up. Hasn't been functioning. 5..............................................
I'm resorting to retarded stuff to amuse myself again. Going into Friendster to search and look out for **latest pics..ahaha...guackamoolah! Going to schools(not mine) website. Crapping with becky lah and yu min online.