Thursday, August 31, 2006
Time is passing rather fast. Much faster than I expected. Its a good thing. Not really complaining. Three prelim papers have been done with and the others are to be continued after the one week vacation. I'd say thats more of a study week instead. I have not really had time to take a real breather, seriously. Today, I shall think of happy thoughts and cool down a little. Thy brain needs a break too.
Anyway, I had time to slow down and think the other day. There are days when I just feel like the worlds biggest loser. The other day was just one of those days. I was getting tired of feeling like that and I realised that I had to give up trying to please others and trying to be what others want me to be. I shall stop trying and make please myself instead. As cliche as this may sound, true friends are the ones who can accept you for who you are. They are the ones who listen to what you say no matter how stupid you sound. They are the ones who are willing to go the extra mile for you. Sounds too perfect, but when you find friends like that, you do all you can to make the friendship last.
Thought number two. Happiness should come from within and not your given circumstances. Its probably something I should have realised a long time ago. Happiness cant be brought by others. Its up to us to determine if we want to be happy or depressed.
Thought number three. I came to a startling realisation that at the age of 18/19, boys are just unable to settle down and provide for their girlfriends. So honestly, what's the point of getting into a relationship when boys (majority of them) just want to enjoy their teenage-freedom and take their chances at all the other girls? Plus at this stage in life, is it really wise to forgo all the fun and freedom? I believe girls are capable of sacrificing everything for the guys they like, they want to be with, but I'm not sure if I can say the same for guys. They'd probably lose interest after a while and leave the girls heartbroken because we all know that girls are more faithful/loyal/dedicated and put in more feelings than the guys right? Oh well of course there are exceptions, boys who are able to manage their time well and are ready to dedicate part of their lives to their girls, but how rare is that? Maybe I should stop complaining for once.
Notice how fickle feelings can be.
Now I'm better, now I'm worse.
Nowhere is it written how to deal with this.
Anyway, I had time to slow down and think the other day. There are days when I just feel like the worlds biggest loser. The other day was just one of those days. I was getting tired of feeling like that and I realised that I had to give up trying to please others and trying to be what others want me to be. I shall stop trying and make please myself instead. As cliche as this may sound, true friends are the ones who can accept you for who you are. They are the ones who listen to what you say no matter how stupid you sound. They are the ones who are willing to go the extra mile for you. Sounds too perfect, but when you find friends like that, you do all you can to make the friendship last.
Thought number two. Happiness should come from within and not your given circumstances. Its probably something I should have realised a long time ago. Happiness cant be brought by others. Its up to us to determine if we want to be happy or depressed.
Thought number three. I came to a startling realisation that at the age of 18/19, boys are just unable to settle down and provide for their girlfriends. So honestly, what's the point of getting into a relationship when boys (majority of them) just want to enjoy their teenage-freedom and take their chances at all the other girls? Plus at this stage in life, is it really wise to forgo all the fun and freedom? I believe girls are capable of sacrificing everything for the guys they like, they want to be with, but I'm not sure if I can say the same for guys. They'd probably lose interest after a while and leave the girls heartbroken because we all know that girls are more faithful/loyal/dedicated and put in more feelings than the guys right? Oh well of course there are exceptions, boys who are able to manage their time well and are ready to dedicate part of their lives to their girls, but how rare is that? Maybe I should stop complaining for once.
Notice how fickle feelings can be.
Now I'm better, now I'm worse.
Nowhere is it written how to deal with this.
2:36 PM
Friday, August 18, 2006
Ah, speaking of prelims, its in 10 days time. I refuse to think to about it actually. Turned out, I didn't fail my mocks. YAY! There's still hope for me. Now is the time when I should really settle down, focus on my studies and peak during O's. Like finally. I've placed my new targets up on my board infront of my study, for prelims as well as O's. All I have to do is adhere to my ridiculous timetable/study plans I've made for myself, and I should be all set for the exams. (Ridiculous because I sacrifice a lot of leisure time.)
If I could, I would blog about many more things that have been bothering me, annoying me, exciting me or whatever. But the timetable beckons! Anyway, won't be blogging anytime soon. Till next month when prelims ends perhaps.
Words are so goddamn cheap. I wish you'd quit saying things I know you don't mean, regardless whether people are right or wrong about you.
9:26 PM
Saturday, August 12, 2006
I'm feeling over the moon now. Grandaunt was over at our place today and she asked sis and myself if we wanted to go to parkway for shopping. I knew there was going to be the SI roadshow held there at 4pm, so I agreed without hesitation. I got so very excited. haha! Took a bus down to parkway. It was already 4pm and we were stucked in the damn traffic jam for 15 mins. When we arrived there, sis and myself rushed to the atrium and there they were. Grandaunt waited for us at the side. It was human jam-packed, but we managed to stand close to the side of the stage. Security officials were screaming their way for people to keep aside and line up in order. How annoying, but no one seemed to bother about them anyway. Captured nice shots of Jonathan and the others with our cam. WOOPEEDOO! All thanks to some people whom we didn't really know. They knew we wanted to snap jon, so one of the girls asked her friends to shout for jon, and all of us started shouting together. We went like "Jonathan! Jonathan!". When he turned to posed and waved at us, everyone turned their cameras towards him. We were super ecstatic. Yes, it was embarassing because I've never done such stuff before in my life. Seriously. Yeah but I had fun! haha. I felt so bad making grandaunt wait for 45 mins for us. At least, she met her friends coincidentally. They chatted till we were done. We went shopping after that. Aunt insisted on buying accessories for us. How nice of her.
Pictures of the SI roadshow is up. You may view it by clicking on the subject at the side. :)
Pictures of the SI roadshow is up. You may view it by clicking on the subject at the side. :)
11:49 PM
Friday, August 11, 2006
French horn section outing yesterday was one hell fun! Haagen-Dazs at Raffles City was awesome. We had choclolate fondue and other ice-creams. Heavenly! Took lots of pictures together with my lovely juniors. Clarissa and I were camwhoring our way. After that, we went shopping around the city, Marina Square. Bought some accessories. I haven't been shopping with friends for quite some time and it felt really great to shop once again. Besides, it was with the people I'd love to be accompanied by. There were new shops that I didn't knew about, or rather, didn't knew existed. Anyway, the juniors made my day. Realised how much the section have grown and come together. As promised, we'll definitely be having more outings in future. :)
Pictures of our outing is up. You may view it by clicking on the subject at the side. :)
Pictures of our outing is up. You may view it by clicking on the subject at the side. :)
11:28 PM
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!! :)
I'm getting so patriotic all of a sudden.
Alright today's gonna be an exciting day.
Off to Carrefour soon.
Adios.
I'm getting so patriotic all of a sudden.
Alright today's gonna be an exciting day.
Off to Carrefour soon.
Adios.
10:16 AM
Friday, August 04, 2006
Check out the video below. Jonathan! WOOPEE! haha.
No, but I still love darling marc tonnes more.
Went for band today with gwen, kt and wt. They rehearsed for the National Day school celebration next tuesday. I MISS BAND! I MISS MY F.HORN! I MISS THE SONGS WE PLAYED! hurhur. If only we had another chance to play 'Honour Glory'. How nice that would be. Oh fine. Great memories last at least.
Malina and myself have been online every single day this week. Sinful! She kept searching for YouTube video clips on footballers. Her craze isn't over yet. The one she adores, philipp lahm. And we just found on that Fernando Torres's girlfriend's name's Ollala. Horrible. How could one possibly name their child that. Oh my goodness! OOOLLLAAALLLAAA!
Conclusion: She's not attractive. He has a seriously bad taste. Ollala is unglam. haha.
Anyway, this is what we did in school. Only during mother tongue.
Jessie and Joy gave this to me. For nuts! If you look at it closely, the one on top's Jon's face stucked in Paul's body, if you know who they are. And thats the fugly ronald susilo. There's a reason why they did that. I won't talk about it. Its embarassing.
No, but I still love darling marc tonnes more.
Went for band today with gwen, kt and wt. They rehearsed for the National Day school celebration next tuesday. I MISS BAND! I MISS MY F.HORN! I MISS THE SONGS WE PLAYED! hurhur. If only we had another chance to play 'Honour Glory'. How nice that would be. Oh fine. Great memories last at least.
Malina and myself have been online every single day this week. Sinful! She kept searching for YouTube video clips on footballers. Her craze isn't over yet. The one she adores, philipp lahm. And we just found on that Fernando Torres's girlfriend's name's Ollala. Horrible. How could one possibly name their child that. Oh my goodness! OOOLLLAAALLLAAA!
Conclusion: She's not attractive. He has a seriously bad taste. Ollala is unglam. haha.
Anyway, this is what we did in school. Only during mother tongue.
Jessie and Joy gave this to me. For nuts! If you look at it closely, the one on top's Jon's face stucked in Paul's body, if you know who they are. And thats the fugly ronald susilo. There's a reason why they did that. I won't talk about it. Its embarassing.
Malili and myself.
Becky slept till the paper she was holding onto dropped onto the floor.
Thats about it for this week. Take care readers. Can't wait for next week. ND holidays. :)
9:35 PM
Jon Leong: British Invasion
8:28 PM