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FIONA YEO


27 June 1989

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Wednesday, February 28, 2007


Reluctantly withdrew from MI today.
Thats because we'll be going to poly, or rather, most of us at least.
Oh well, decided that there's no point paying the 26 bucks school fees for the month of march when we will only be attending four days in the month.
This doesn't affect those who would be going to JCs though.
Supposedly, PAE's to end next tuesday.

I did not and will never, regret the choice I've made, coming to MI that is.
Never did I really expect/thought how much fun I would have there.
The friends especially.
Those long MRT rides every morning have became a routine.
The usual monday morning breakfast at Macs with the clique.
Camwhoring, our love.
Gossiping, our forte.
Guys galore, our all time favourite.
Skipping classes/lectures, our norm.
Outings everyday after school.
My goodness.
I cannot imagine having spend the next month, free, without all these and of course, you guys.
I'm gonna miss MI very very badly, even though it was a short two month period there.
Knowing those friends were like having known them for years that can't count.
Time really flies though.
But we'll definitely keep in touch.
Close touch.
Outings after outings, we'll plan it all.

Anyway, off to THE TEA PARTY at Bukit Timah Road after school with the classmates.
Chill out bar, so to say.
Nice time we had there.
Playing uno stacko, enjoying our meals, laughing like we never did before because of Hilda's way hilarious stories.
Island Creamery supposedly after that, but we were all filled to the brim in our tummies.
Headed to town instead.
I'm dead beat today, but I had so much fun I'd must say.


Its the little things that make me happy.
The past two months were just beautiful.



11:36 PM



Tuesday, February 27, 2007


You're still lying boy.
I don't see a need for you to do that.
Why? Why? Why?
Alright, perhaps you think we don't know the truth, but we actualy do.
What are your intentions?
I question that.
So thoughts keeps running through my mind everyday, every hour, every minute, every second.
And then again, I question myself too.
For I think I am being really foolish.



10:22 PM



Saturday, February 24, 2007


I shouldn't love you, but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you, but I can't move
I can't look away

And I dont know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know

It's gettin' hard to
Be around you
Theres so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

This emptiness is killin' me
And I'm wonderin' why I've waited so long
Lookin' back I realize it was always there,
just never spoken
I'm waitin' here
Been waitin' here

In nobody's eyes but mine.



11:28 PM



Thursday, February 22, 2007


Today started off bad, of course.
I'm sure you girls know why.
Oh well, but I'm glad I took things as it came.
Skipped mother tongue and management and joined the clique at the canteen.
Slacked there for hours.
We were all getting very much cranky.
Everything just didn't seem to go our way.
EVERYTHING.
Unsatisfied and displeased were we.
And we now realise how accurate horoscopes can be.
One good example is the one in today's LIFE!
Mine reads "When you push too hard to make something happen, it never turns out exactly the way you think it will. Why not let go of your expectations and let this situation evolve more organically? You will be happier."
How true.

After those unproductive hours spent in the canteen, Nad, Laila and myself decided to head down to Ben & Jerry's instead.
Couch potatoed there for two-and-a-half hours.
Nevertheless, it was good time spent, in good company, and as usual, bitching and talking about everything under the sun.
Shared our experiences and problems we've encountered during these two months in MI.
As cliche as it may sound, I've concluded that everything happens for a reason.
Only God knows whats in store for us.

Thankfully, the day ended better than it had started off.
Not like we've ever expected it that way.
Anyway, heaps of thanks for the company, girls (you know who you are) as well as the support and encouragement you've given me in such a time.
The letters were really touching.
It did hit me.

IK HOUD VAN YOU AMIGOS!
:)



8:53 PM



Wednesday, February 21, 2007


As much as I hate to, I'd rather learn the truth, really.
It hurts, yes it does.
Lying to keep us in the dark.
Thats shit.
HAS YOUR PRIDE GOT SOMETHING TO DO WITH THIS?
I'm very sure it got in the way.
Boys, boys, boys.
Boys will always be boys.
Always living in denial.
I will learn to let go of things which doesn't belong to me.
I'm gonna wake up and accept reality.
This is REALITY!
WAKE UP FIONA, WAKE THE HELL OUT OF YOU!
Don't be a f***er! (you know how much I HATE using this word)

I feel like shit.
Its the worst feeling ever.



9:06 PM



Sunday, February 18, 2007



GONG XI FA CAI!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!





11:58 PM



Saturday, February 17, 2007


Reunion dinner at Nobel House was awesome.
The cousins were hilarious.
Sadly, we had to sit on different tables as the adults because there were too many of us.
One heck of a good time though.
Tomorrow's gonna be a big bang.
Can't wait!




11:59 PM



Friday, February 16, 2007


Towning after CNY celebration in school with the usuals.
Lunched at LJ's followed by shopping.
Thereafter, we dropped by to visit our dearest GWEN SHEPHERD at her workplace.
:)

The rest of us headed to Citilink after Jeffery, Alyssa and Rachel left.
And the UNBEIEVABLY UNBELIEVABLE happened.
We saw Laila's eyecandy from NP.
My gawd!
We couldn't believe it, really.
What a small world it has became.
So we called for him and we waved.
Yes, he remembered us all.
Nad and Cheryn got on by to ask for his email.
Goodness me!
And Laila being Laila, she hid at one corner with me in her company, awfully shy as she could ever get, trembling with nerves and excitemet, her heart skipping a million times.
I could feel it Laila, I can!
I can really picture myself in your shoes if ______ was really there.
:)

Alright, CNY's coming real real soon.
Its only a day away, I can't wait!
Reunion dinner tomrrow night, which we can all look forward to.



6:39 PM



Thursday, February 15, 2007


I'M FLYING HIGH ON COUD NINE YET AGAIN! :)

You knows the way into a girl's heart.
Just a smile melts, and you got me going boy.

:)



9:42 PM



Wednesday, February 14, 2007


Cookie baking over at my place with the clique today.
Specially baked as Valentine's Day gifts for our friends tomorrow.

Baking cookies are fun.
But packing them can be such a hassle.
It takes so much time and effort.
We were all extremely tired out.

Oh well, I can't wait for tomorrow.
I miss my friends.



11:08 PM



Monday, February 12, 2007


07B1's class bbq was awesome.
Sadly, not everyone turned up.
Half the class perhaps?
Anyway, we had shitloads of fun, didn't we?
Going from one supermarket to another to get those foodstuff.
On top of it, trying to get the shop that gives the best value for all.
Budgeted people but yet we overbudgeted.
Oh and carrying those heavy bags from Parkway back to my place and then to East Coast Park.
You'd never guessed how tiring it was.
Yes, and our afternoon cycling and blading under the scorching sun, but how much fun we had.
Not forgetting our camwhoring again.
This time, it was Jeffery who brought his camera everywhere he went.
Trying to get the best snapshots at every different location.
Cool, cool.
Then, it was time for the BBQ once night fell.
Almost everyone was helping out in a way or another.
Its a good thing of course.
Food was great too.
Everything turned up, well, pretty smoothly as planned.
Oh yes, and we played with those hundereds of sparklers that Jeffery bought, at the beach, forming hearts as well as words.
How interesting it was.
Moreover, it was pitch dark since it was already 10pm.
We had resorted to the handphone torch for light.
Pictures were successfully captured on the camera though.
Anyway, left ECP around 11pm.
Daddy was so nice to have offered to pick me up.
Saved me the hassle of returning home alone.

I had a great time and I hope all of you did too!
:)



11:59 PM



Friday, February 09, 2007


It was the long awaited day.
Release of our O'level results.

Headed to town with the clique for breakfast-lunch before making our way to our own schools. AYAM PENYET! haha! Had a good time although there were heaploads of worries on us all, and it is only normal for us to feel that way. Tonnes of messages were coming in, "All the best for the results" and all that stuff. THANKS everyone for all your support, believe and encouragement.

In school, atmosphere was as tensed as it could ever get.
As you know us girls, most cried.
Overpouring emotions.
Anxiety attacks.
I had fever on top of that.
Never have I felt this worried in my life.
Never have I cried so much.
I guess I did well.
Better than what I've expected.
And I'm happy with it.
Thank God!
Till now, it haven't really sunk it yet.

Met the clique again after that and they came over to my place.
Mumsie brought us all out for dinner.
Heaploads of FUN we had.
:)

to EVERYONE: Just do with your life what you see fit. Hopefully, it all works out for you. GOD BLESS!



11:32 PM



Thursday, February 08, 2007










10:47 PM



Wednesday, February 07, 2007


Our date was set after school as planned.
With the classmates, our usuals.
DONUT FACTORY at Raffles City.
Gawd! We queued for an ungodly five hours straight.
I'm serious!
All the way from 2.30pm-7.30pm.
The queue was barely moving.
PATIENCE was the virtue indeed.
We were smart kids though, unlike others.
Smart enough to sit down and chat rather than standing all the way.
Thank God for the company we had since there were eight of us.
Had our fried mars bars and 10 cents subway sandwhich in between.
Queues after queues after queues!
Hell tired.
Oh well, we enjoyed our time anyway, bonding yet again.
It was productive, although this would probably be the first and last time I'm gonna queue for these donuts.

FRIDAY'S THE DAY.
WOULD I MAKE IT OR BREAK IT?
I'M PRAYING, REALLY HARD.
I WANNA DO WELL, WHO WOULDN'T?



9:18 PM



Tuesday, February 06, 2007





















8:52 PM






School is getting harder by the day.
Days are long and lessons aren't easy to get by.
But I wanted it so I'll have to make the best out of it.
Mathematics makes my head swim with those graphs and logarithms.
Business management is such a bore.
Well well.



7:49 PM



Monday, February 05, 2007


Today's got to be the best day of my life!
Skipped school to welcome our victorious LIONS at the airport.
Yes yes yes, and we were among the first to arrive.
Soon after, the arrival hall resembled a small portion of the National Stadium with a 500-odd strong crowd, both young and old.
Thats the spirit man!
I like it!
The media was freaking annoying.
One reporter came to interview us.
And the camera/video man kept shooting at our direction.
I swear! It was almost pissing us off.
Anyway, that didn't stop us from screaming and cheering ourselves hoarse.
It was utter madness!
REALLY!
OMG! Especially when BAIHAKKI came out.
WOOOOO! Total hotness man!
We were head over heels!
The LIONS were nice enough to patiently pose for pictures with us and sign autographs.
They were THAT friendly.
I'm extremely pleased with the pictures we took.
Really UPCLOSE!
We gave Baihakki the gift and he accepted it politely.
Oh man, his voice rocks.
So manly!
I like the way he said "oh thanks!".
And he was gleaming away.
So sweet!
His mum chatted with us too.
And then there were the other hunky materials.
RIDHUAN MUHAMMAD!
DANIEL BENNETT!
HASSAN SUNNY!
SHAHRIL ISHAK!
NOH ALAM SHAH!

AIDE ISKANDAR!
DROP-DEAD GORGEOUS! :)
Tonnes of pictures we took, which I'll upload some of them on blogger pretty soon.
(only some though. you can ask me if you would like to view the others as well.)

Okay, we must thank the four guys who patiently waited for us girls.
Looking after our bags.
Taking pictures for us.
They couldn't have tolerated our extremely lunatic antics.
Imitating what we did? HAHAHA!
Jokers.
:)

Anyway, today's gonna be a day I'll never ever forget.



8:34 PM



Saturday, February 03, 2007


Mad rush at Chinatown.
The endless crowd was crazy, as expected.
As the chinese idiom goes, ren shan ren hai.
Typical Singaporeans, pushing their way through everything.
Kiasu!
But I'm not one of them. :)



11:43 PM



Friday, February 02, 2007


My days in MI are numbered.
Its pretty sad.
Perhaps after the results (Feb 8/9), we will not be required to return.
Whatsoever, although I really hope to be back there one last time.
Doesn't really matter even if its a day or a week.
But I'm proud to have made the decision to have came to MI.
Never did I really expect/thought how much fun would I have there.
The friends especially.
Teachers, surroundings etc.
Amazing's the word.
Thats the HIGH LIFE!

With the friends I've made in MI, I realised what friendship means and the value of it.
How disappointing some friends can be and what true friends really are.
Its sad to see how some people just want to disappear from our lives.
Its fine really.
I have accepted it as life.
You try and maintain friendships, but you can't help friends coming and going.
Just treasure the present, hope for the future and dont expect.

We are all at the stage of carving out a future for ourselves.
Soon after the results are out, all the friends will be parting ways, going on to different schools, be it poly or jc.
Who are we going to leave behind in our pursuit of stability and the high life?
I will miss them, really.
All of them.
Old friends, new friends and even acquaintances.
Then again, there will always be meeting up opportunities.
But its gonna come across pretty difficult as we'll all be having our own schedules and stuff.
So each of our time may and/or may not fit into one another's.


Love will keep us alive.



8:05 PM



Thursday, February 01, 2007


THAI FOOTBALLERS ARE BIG TIME LOSERS!
NO SPORTSMANSHIP AT ALL!
WALKING OUT OF THE PITCH BECAUSE A PENALTY DECISION WAS MADE BY THE REFEREE?
WTF MAN?
SO UNPROFESSIONAL!
STOPPING PLAY FOR 15 MINUTES,
ARGUING WITH THOSE OFFICIALS?
ABSOLUTELY UNBELIEVABLE!
HELLO THAI SHITS, LEARN TO ACCEPT DECISIONS AND LET PLAY GO ON!
NO POINT FUSSING OVER SPILT MILK!
ITS YOUR FATE!
DO YOU THINK BY ARGUING AND WALKING OUT, THE REFEREE WOULD CHANGE HIS DECISION?
YOU "SMALL BOYS" JOLLY WELL STEP UP TO THE GAME.
UNDESPICABLE ATTITUDE!
IF THEY THOUGHT A PENALTY WOULD MAKE SO MUCH OF A DIFFERENCE, THEN IT SHOWED THAT THEY DON'T HAVE THE CONFIDENCE TO BEAT SINGAPORE.
RIGHT?
AND THIS IS ONLY THE FIRST LEG.
YOU THAIS HAVE GOT THE RETURN LEG BACK HOME IN YOUR FAVOUR.
IF YOU GUYS REALLY KNOW WHAT TRUE SPORTSMANSHIP IS, RISE UP TO THE OCCASSION.


WHATEVER IT IS, OUR LIONS WILL SHOW YOU WHAT WE'VE GOT AND GIVE THIS FINAL AWAY LEG ON SUNDAY OUR VERY BEST SHOT.
YES, WE'LL BRACE IT.
GOOD LUCK.



2:39 AM