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FIONA YEO


27 June 1989

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Saturday, June 30, 2007


Sentosa with the loves couldn't get any better than this! Belated birthday celebration for Laila and myself, skyride, luge and to top it all off, tonnes of camwhoring plus catching up! Such a blast! NAD! LAILA! CHERYN! SYLVIA! FARID! COLIN! RAIHAN! HISHYAM! MY PEOPLE, with the same frequency as me- talk cock, damn lame, do retarded stuff, people-watch, laugh like we never did before- this is soooooo where I belong. Bloody fun! Wish it didn't had to end so soon. Oh well, I'll let the pictures do the talking instead. =)


The guys were smart enough, having forgotten the most important instrument, which is the KNIFE, so Colin had to use the 'Happy Birthday' decoration thingy to cut the cake. As you could see, AWFULLY MESSY!
Unglam it was, but such fun! Ice-cream-cake-finger-lickin'-good!
Multi-racial people YO! No racism, you hear YO!



We could take a thousand walks together, and laugh all day.More than a feeling like this.The irreplaceable special ones! Favourite friend, you're anytime brighter than the sunshine! ik houd van you!Utterly insane moments, we shared 'em all. Then again, these were things we thought we were never capable of doing.We taught ourselves to JUMP for our LOVE! It took us many jumps, many shots...
before it finally came out well!


It's the hope of hopes, it's the love of loves! =)




11:58 PM



Friday, June 29, 2007


You suck! You suck! You suck!
Your attitude, I'm totally disgusted.
You should be ashamed of yourself, since I believe no one man would behave in such a way as you did today, what I define in my terms as an absolutely childish way of "managing" your anger.
Yes, you did shock the hell out of me when I saw you flare up right before our very eyes.
Not once, but twice! Yes, TWICE!
Reason being, Hui Xian just told you (politely), to inform them of project work plans ahead of time, so that their schedules would not be screwed if you told them last minute.
Is it wrong?
I think she's only right to say so, because it won't be fair to them if you did it this way.
Didn't see the need for you to throw your stupid freaking childish tantrums around at all, even through lunch.
Don't you think its plainly stupid just to get worked up over these merely small issues?
Can't you compromise? Or at least, be more understanding?
Over-sensitive, best fits you.
Its a consolation I'm not in most of your group for project work.
Cause I certainly doubt I would be able to work with such people like you in the group.
HORRIBLE, TERRIBLE! TERRIBLE, HORRIBLE!
Must I say sorry for being so blatant?

On a happier note, the day ended good since I finally got to catch up with the old mates! Smacking good time indeed!

Tomorrow is a day to die for. I'm gonna see my all time favourite friends! My big time bitches, I swear! =)



11:30 PM



Thursday, June 28, 2007


Whispers, "Hello, I miss you quite terribly."
I fell in love, in love,
With you suddenly.
Now there's no place else,
I could be, but,
Here in your arms.



4:02 PM



Wednesday, June 27, 2007


Thank you people for all the birthday wishes and gifts!
Definitely not forgetting the lovely classmates, or rather, the clique, for the pleasant surprise and everything else all of you have done today! LOTS OF LOVIN' INDEED! =)



11:58 PM



Monday, June 25, 2007


17 signs you like someone:

SEVENTEEN:
YOU LOOK AT THEIR PROFILE/PICTURE CONSTANTLY.

SIXTEEN:
WHEN YOU'RE ON THE PHONE WITH THEM LATE AT NIGHT AND THEY HANG UP, YOU STILL MISS THEM, EVEN WHEN IT WAS JUST TWO MINUTES AGO.

FIFTEEN:
YOU READ THEIR TEXTS or IMS OVER AND OVER AGAIN.

FOURTEEN:
YOU WALK REALLY SLOW WHEN YOU'RE WITH THEM.

THIRTEEN:
YOU FEEL SHY WHENEVER HE/SHE IS AROUND.

ELEVEN:
WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM, YOUR HEART BEATS FASTER AND SLOWER AT THE SAME TIME.

TEN:
YOU SMILE WHEN YOU HEAR THEIR VOICE.

NINE:
WHEN YOU LOOK AT THEM, YOU CAN'T SEE THE OTHER PEOPLE AROUND YOU,

All YOU SEE IS HIM/HER.

EIGHT:
YOU START LISTENING TO SLOW SONGS, WHILE THINKING OF THEM.

SEVEN:
THEY'RE ALL YOU THINK ABOUT.

SIX:
YOU GET HIGH JUST FROM THEIR SCENT.

FIVE:
YOU REALIZE THAT YOU'RE ALWAYS SMILING TO YOURSELF WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM.

FOUR:
YOU WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THEM, OR ANYTHING TO SEE THEM.

THREE:
WHILE READING THIS, THERE WAS ONE PERSON ON YOUR MIND THE WHOLE TIME.

TWO:
You were so busy thinking about that person, you didn't notice number twelve was missing.

ONE:
You just scrolled up to check, and now silentely laughing at yourself.


HAHAHAHA! :D
I'm thinking of someone! :D



11:44 AM






Its back to school today, awfully depressing.
Having the dreadful BCA now.
I'm feeling the monday and back-to-school blues.
I wanna get back home quick, to catch some good and much needed sleep!

Kisses and caresses
Are only minor tests, babe
Of love turned to stresses
Between a woman and a man
So if love everlasting



10:23 AM



Sunday, June 24, 2007


You fill my heart with gladness,
take away all my sadness,
ease my troubles, thats what you do.
=)

I wanna say it to you, but my pride wouldn't let me.



11:32 PM



Thursday, June 21, 2007


Ghislene's the happiest girl alive today, I'm pretty sure of it.
Am I not right, favourite friend?
You can't be any happier.
Trust that!

Anyway, today was goooooood!
BMGT and BLAW project meeting was productive, though it took one heck of our time.
Everything turned out somewhat fine.
Dinner with the clique thereafter at marina.
Great night with good company!
=)

The days just gets better and better.
I like it like that.


PREDICTABLY TWISTED!



11:50 PM



Tuesday, June 19, 2007


I woke up this morning feeling slightly disoriented and trying to grab at the last remnants of my dream. Disrupted it was, yet again.

On that part, I suddenly thought we subconciously choose the people we want to remain around us. The friends and people we keep, serves as reminders of the past, when we met them. My mind draws a blank when it comes to certain friends and people. Not that I know why. Images appear, but not in the chronological or coherent fashion as I would like them to. Instead, they are classified by events.

I think as I grow older, the need to make peace with my past burns stronger, yet remains as a dormant matter at the back of my mind. Appearing in my dreams when I am in similar situations, but leaving it to me to interpret. I'm looking for the answers that I never got. Its annoying. Is that why some people go back to school to teach? So that they will always be able to relive it, and never forget?

I've always been happy keeping to myself and never expecting anything from anyone. Just the people around me. Well, maybe that's got to change. I can't go through life never caring and never closing chapters. Oh well, oh well.

On a lighter note, I'm finally getting a well-deserved rest today. Awaking late in the afternoon, more sleep later if time permits, and bumming around in the home, or rather, in my room, is what I plan to do, before heading for netball this evening. I'm telling myself, "its gonna be awesome today!"

=)



3:33 PM



Monday, June 18, 2007


Have you ever:
( ) smoked a cigarette
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) stolen a car
(x) been in love
( ) been dumped

( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight
( ) snuck out of your parent's house
( ) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back

( ) been arrested
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) skipped school
(x) seen someone die

( ) had a crush on one of your internet friends
(x) been to USA
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
( ) purposely set a part of yourself on fire

(x) eaten sushi
(x) been skiing
(x) been at a concert
(x) taken painkillers
(x) miss someone right now

(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
( ) made a snow angel
(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle

(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game

(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
( ) used a fake ID
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake

(x) slept beneath the stars
(x) been tickled
( ) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
(x) petted a kangaroo/reindeer/goat

(x) won a contest
(x) run a red light/stop sign
( ) been suspended from school
( ) been in a car crash
(x) had braces

(x) felt like an outcast/third person
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
( ) danced in the moonlight
(x) liked the way you looked

(x) witnessed a crime
(x) questioned your heart
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost

(x) been on the opposite side of the country
( ) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers

( ) recently colored with crayons
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls

(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( ) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) danced/played in the rain
( ) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under the mistletoe

( ) watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach
( ) crashed a party
(x) gone rollerskating

(x) had a wish come true
( ) jumped off a bridge
( ) ate dog/cat food
( ) told a complete stranger you loved them
(x) kissed a mirror

(x) sang in the shower
(x) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something
( ) kissed a fish
( ) sat on a roof top

(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 5 hours
(x) stayed up all night
( ) picked and ate an apple right off the tree

(x) climbed a tree
(x) had a tree house
(x) scared to watch a scary movie alone
(x) believe in ghosts
( ) have more than 30 pairs of shoes

( ) worn a really ugly outfit to school
( ) gone streaking
( ) gone doorbell ditching
( ) played gay chicken
( ) been threatened to be kicked out of your house or been kicked out of your house

(x) broken a bone
(x) been easily amused
( ) caught a fish then ate it
( ) caught a butterfly

(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
(x) cheated in a test
(x) forgotten someone's name
(x) gone skinny dipping in a pool/hot tub

I AM BORED!



11:55 PM



Saturday, June 16, 2007


Forgive me if I don't know what to do when you look at me.
At times I don't know how to start to let you in here, as much as I want to.

I'm softer than my face suggests.
I guess, all I'm trying to say is...



3:52 AM



Wednesday, June 13, 2007


I made a new resolution today: From today onwards, I'm going to make it a point to take flyers handed out to me on the streets, by whoever.

I felt so bad when I rejected taking this flyer from this boy. You can really see the "Sian, I still have so many more to distribute before I can get my pay." disappointment spelt on his face. And at that instant, I felt so lousy about myself. I could have made it easier for him, just by taking the harmless flyer from him. Whether I dump it later or not, I don't think he really cares. He just wants to get his job done. Imagine having to stand under the sun for hours, only to be met with constant rejections. How sad is that. I know how working sucks, and I'm sure that even though it's a small act, it makes a whole lot of difference to them. A kind act goes a long way, isn't it? So friends, next time just obligingly take any flyers handed out to you, take a look and then throw it away if you wish. It doesn't take much out of you, does it? (And sometimes you get lucky and you get discount coupons! Haha!)

Since when did I have such compassion, I wonder.

On a lighter note, today was good.
Life's simple and good like that, I'm loving it.



9:51 PM



Monday, June 11, 2007


I don't know, but I believe
That some things are meant to be
And that you'll make a better me
Everyday I love you

I never thought that dreams came true
But you showed me that they do
You know that I learn something new
Everyday I love you

'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul

It's a touch when I feel bad
It's a smile when I get mad
All the little things I am
Everyday I love you

Everyday I love you more
Everyday I love you

'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul

If I asked would you say yes?
Together we're the very best
I know that I am truly blessed
Everyday I love you
And I'll give you my best
Everyday I love you



7:32 PM






Our lives are made in these small hours,
these little wonders,
these twists & turns of fate,
time falls away,
but these small hours,
they still remain.


You pulled my heart away.



1:03 PM



Sunday, June 10, 2007


I should stop laughing and smiling to myself.
I have been doing that for the past few days.
It makes me feel god damn stupid!



10:36 PM



Friday, June 08, 2007


Baby you have become my addiction,
I’m so strung out on you,
I can barely move.
But I like it,
and it's all because of you.



2:22 PM



Thursday, June 07, 2007


Sis thinks I'm behaving abnormally for the past few weeks.
She thinks I've got that special someone in life already!
Idiot!
Not any close to it at all.
Assumptions, assumptions, assumptions!

WOOHOO!
COMMON TEST IS FINALLY OVER!
The holidays have finally begun!
I need to pamper myself with lots of catching up and bitching and retail therapy with the girlfriends!
Ultimate loves!



10:26 PM



Wednesday, June 06, 2007


I SCREWED BLAW!!!
WHAT THE BITCH!
UURRGGHH!



11:19 PM



Tuesday, June 05, 2007


Its been quite a while.
School is slowly coming to an end, in a matter of days.
THE HOLIDAYS! Finally.
I am done with one out of three of the common test papers!
MAEC paper was surprisingly okay.
I better do well for it cause I still want my AD for core module!
BLAW, the killer paper up next.

There is this whole inertia my brian is experiencing when it comes to studying.
Bad habit of mine to get stressed out easily.
I know I really should get down to actually doing the sucky BLAW revision, but I can't bring myself to do it.
Okay, I probably could, but I guess I don't want to.

Time is passing so incredibly fast.
It seems so unreal that its already the eighth week of school!
But its good I guess.

I wanna go somewhere-anywhere, during the two weeks vacation!
DAD! BRING US AWAY!



1:46 AM