Saturday, May 26, 2007
OMG! I’m a big time asshole! Big time bummer!
Common test is only a week away and I haven’t studied for any of my modules yet!
I’m gonna be done for!
MUG! MUG! MUGGING! MUGGING! MUG! MUG!
I must aim to be a COOL NERD for the next two weeks. WOOTS!
But firstly, I need some inspiration!
The last time I actually really really mugged for the exams, was six months ago, during the O's.
AH! GONDOO IDIOT!
FIONA SUCKS!
my lovely dumb booboo, ILOVEYOU! (:
11:57 PM
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
Two hours break in school now.
Spent some time reading over my past blog entries.
Killing time! :)
Its funny how you forget so many things that didn't actually take place all that long ago.
Funny how so many things change, in such a short space of time.
For one, I seem to have lost the ability to articulate my thoughts clearly and smoothly.
And I seem to use a lot more fullstops than I used to.
I hope it doesn't indicate some sort of loss of language fluency, which means that there may be damage in certain areas of my brain. heh!
Random stuff now.
I remember right before I graduated from SAC, someone told me to take the proper time to say my goodbyes, because if I didn't, I'd never feel like that chapter of my life had closed.
I'd always feel in limbo.
And recently, I might have just started to believe her words.
I've never been good at goodbyes.
Always just upped and left, too excited and caught up with the new.
But I guess I was indifferent at that time.
I miss SAC!!!
More like the friends rather than the school, in actual fact.
Back in SAC, everyone's so westernised?
Culture, I meant.
And I really miss the screamings over hot boys with the girls and all our other lunatic antics!
So I guess its no wonder I feel somewhat lost and unsettled and unendingly restless.
Sadly, there's no turning back time, is there?
I just want to live life as I imagine, day to day.
Before any of that, here's my meagre offerings for the day.
Ah! There's no more inspiration these days. Really.
And I need lots of catching up with my dearest SACians!
Lets do a line of make-believe!
(:
Spent some time reading over my past blog entries.
Killing time! :)
Its funny how you forget so many things that didn't actually take place all that long ago.
Funny how so many things change, in such a short space of time.
For one, I seem to have lost the ability to articulate my thoughts clearly and smoothly.
And I seem to use a lot more fullstops than I used to.
I hope it doesn't indicate some sort of loss of language fluency, which means that there may be damage in certain areas of my brain. heh!
Random stuff now.
I remember right before I graduated from SAC, someone told me to take the proper time to say my goodbyes, because if I didn't, I'd never feel like that chapter of my life had closed.
I'd always feel in limbo.
And recently, I might have just started to believe her words.
I've never been good at goodbyes.
Always just upped and left, too excited and caught up with the new.
But I guess I was indifferent at that time.
I miss SAC!!!
More like the friends rather than the school, in actual fact.
Back in SAC, everyone's so westernised?
Culture, I meant.
And I really miss the screamings over hot boys with the girls and all our other lunatic antics!
So I guess its no wonder I feel somewhat lost and unsettled and unendingly restless.
Sadly, there's no turning back time, is there?
I just want to live life as I imagine, day to day.
Before any of that, here's my meagre offerings for the day.
Ah! There's no more inspiration these days. Really.
And I need lots of catching up with my dearest SACians!
Lets do a line of make-believe!
(:
2:38 PM
Monday, May 21, 2007
Lunch after school at Fifth Avenue with the usuals.
It was really good fun.
Laughter, jokes, Becky's wacky nonsense, as usual, and camwhoring with the dearest Ghislene!
I can't think of a better group of people I could've hung out with in poly.
Of course, being the regular dumb ass that I am, I forgot my camera!
Waiting for the girlfriend to send me the piccas.
I need to revive myself from this slump of assignments and get back in the game.
Oh and my damn BCA teacher have been giving my group hell today, I swear!
Our project is due like on Sunday and presentation's on Monday.
Now that we have completed everything, she comes to tell us like problems with our work.
Isn't it such a last minute thing, telling us now?
During the past weeks, when we asked her to check the stuff we've completed, she said it shouldn't be much of a problem.
Now...
My gawd!
The best part, she doesn't even teach us to use those Excel functions when we encounter problems.
Not the way things are suppose to work.
I don't like it.
I NEED A BREAK!
LIKE SERIOUSLY!
It was really good fun.
Laughter, jokes, Becky's wacky nonsense, as usual, and camwhoring with the dearest Ghislene!
I can't think of a better group of people I could've hung out with in poly.
Of course, being the regular dumb ass that I am, I forgot my camera!
Waiting for the girlfriend to send me the piccas.
I need to revive myself from this slump of assignments and get back in the game.
Oh and my damn BCA teacher have been giving my group hell today, I swear!
Our project is due like on Sunday and presentation's on Monday.
Now that we have completed everything, she comes to tell us like problems with our work.
Isn't it such a last minute thing, telling us now?
During the past weeks, when we asked her to check the stuff we've completed, she said it shouldn't be much of a problem.
Now...
My gawd!
The best part, she doesn't even teach us to use those Excel functions when we encounter problems.
Not the way things are suppose to work.
I don't like it.
I NEED A BREAK!
LIKE SERIOUSLY!
9:13 PM
Sunday, May 20, 2007
MY CHELSEA!!!
2007 FA CUP WINNERS!!!
HOORAY HOORAY HOORAY!!!
THREE CHEERS FOR SWEET REVENGE ON MANCHESTER UNITED!
GAHAHA!
SO MY BAD DAY ENDED ON A HIGH LAST NIGHT BY CHELSEA!
CHELSEA IS THE TRUE LOVE!
KUDOS TO MY MERRY MEN!
YEAH! SO THIS WIN MAKES A DOUBLE FOR THEM AS THE SEASON DRAWS TO AN END!
:)
2007 FA CUP WINNERS!!!
HOORAY HOORAY HOORAY!!!
THREE CHEERS FOR SWEET REVENGE ON MANCHESTER UNITED!
GAHAHA!
SO MY BAD DAY ENDED ON A HIGH LAST NIGHT BY CHELSEA!
CHELSEA IS THE TRUE LOVE!
KUDOS TO MY MERRY MEN!
YEAH! SO THIS WIN MAKES A DOUBLE FOR THEM AS THE SEASON DRAWS TO AN END!
:)
11:47 AM
Saturday, May 19, 2007
THIS IS GONNA BE AN EXTREMELY VULGAR ENTRY.
EXPLICIT CONTENT!
I am fucking pissed off with my mom.
Fucking irritated by her antics.
I know I'm mean to say that, but nothing can stop me now.
Cause I repeat, I'm fucking pissed!
She started finding fault with me when I just got up.
She so got me when I'm at my lowest point of the day (in the mornings).
Why? Cause she thinks I'm getting up too late these days.
Like so WTF right?
Bloody shit!
I just fucking woke up at 12pm and she had tonnes to say.
She never finds fault with my waking up late usually, but today, I wonder, was an exception.
Sucker!
I swear she spoilt my entire day!
And things don't get any better after that.
She even FORCED my sis and I to go out for lunch together, with the family, before heading to town.
WTF! WTF!
And when I told her I had alot of assignments to complete, she says to do it when we get back home in the evening.
Since when did became so fucking unreasonable, when she usually is understanding.
Fucking irritated by the bitch!
BITCH! BITCH! BITCH!
And when I retaliated, she started complaining to my dad about everything, hoping he would knock some sense into me.
Or rather, my sis and I.
Oh please, thank God he's not as unreasonable as her.
So WTF, to please her, for goodness sake, I actually went.
I wonder WTF was I thinking at that time too.
And she was trying to be damn nice to us.
But hell, do you think I care after she so pissed me off?
I just acted dumb.
Isn't it best that way? Keeping my mouth shut.
Thats the best I could do anyway, I controlled myself.
Anyway, she should be thankful she doesn't have a daughter who tells her to go fuck off.
I'm not that crude.
Only when someone really pisses me off.
Like today.
Fuck!
EXPLICIT CONTENT!
I am fucking pissed off with my mom.
Fucking irritated by her antics.
I know I'm mean to say that, but nothing can stop me now.
Cause I repeat, I'm fucking pissed!
She started finding fault with me when I just got up.
She so got me when I'm at my lowest point of the day (in the mornings).
Why? Cause she thinks I'm getting up too late these days.
Like so WTF right?
Bloody shit!
I just fucking woke up at 12pm and she had tonnes to say.
She never finds fault with my waking up late usually, but today, I wonder, was an exception.
Sucker!
I swear she spoilt my entire day!
And things don't get any better after that.
She even FORCED my sis and I to go out for lunch together, with the family, before heading to town.
WTF! WTF!
And when I told her I had alot of assignments to complete, she says to do it when we get back home in the evening.
Since when did became so fucking unreasonable, when she usually is understanding.
Fucking irritated by the bitch!
BITCH! BITCH! BITCH!
And when I retaliated, she started complaining to my dad about everything, hoping he would knock some sense into me.
Or rather, my sis and I.
Oh please, thank God he's not as unreasonable as her.
So WTF, to please her, for goodness sake, I actually went.
I wonder WTF was I thinking at that time too.
And she was trying to be damn nice to us.
But hell, do you think I care after she so pissed me off?
I just acted dumb.
Isn't it best that way? Keeping my mouth shut.
Thats the best I could do anyway, I controlled myself.
Anyway, she should be thankful she doesn't have a daughter who tells her to go fuck off.
I'm not that crude.
Only when someone really pisses me off.
Like today.
Fuck!
6:54 PM
Thursday, May 17, 2007
I'm still sick and its not getting any better.
Sucky sucky!
The cough and throat seems like its worse than it has already been.
The runny nose won the race. It came in #1! Very amazing.
The gastric flu is sucha bitch! B-I-T-C-H!
On a happier note, I'm extremely elated today.
I am. Oh i am!
Fiona screams her cliche:
OHMYGAWD! OMG! OMG! OHMYGAWD!
C! (:
XY! (:
AHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Hello good friend, I love you deep deep! (:
Sucky sucky!
The cough and throat seems like its worse than it has already been.
The runny nose won the race. It came in #1! Very amazing.
The gastric flu is sucha bitch! B-I-T-C-H!
On a happier note, I'm extremely elated today.
I am. Oh i am!
Fiona screams her cliche:
OHMYGAWD! OMG! OMG! OHMYGAWD!
C! (:
XY! (:
AHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Hello good friend, I love you deep deep! (:
8:40 PM
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Being sick SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS!
Its the worse feeling ever.
No one would have liked it.
And it brings your mood-o-meter to a rollercoaster down.
SUCKS!
Its the worse feeling ever.
No one would have liked it.
And it brings your mood-o-meter to a rollercoaster down.
SUCKS!
8:59 PM
Saturday, May 12, 2007
Long MRT/bus/car rides are the love.
To top it all, with music.
Emo songs!
Cause you will realise that you seldom get these kind of time, to think about a whole lot of stuff.
People, anything and everything.
Really.
(:
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone
To top it all, with music.
Emo songs!
Cause you will realise that you seldom get these kind of time, to think about a whole lot of stuff.
People, anything and everything.
Really.
(:
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone
4:34 PM
Saturday, May 05, 2007
If the hero, never comes to you
Need someone, you're feeling blue
If you wait for love, and you're alone
If you call your friends, nobody's home
You can run away, but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you there's a destiny
The best things in life, they are free
But if you wanna cry, cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven, where we'll go
If heaven is, a million years away
Oh just call me and I'll make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay by your side
I promise you, I'll never hide
But if you wanna cry, cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
But if you wanna cry, cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
TRIGGER EMO DAY, with the dearest Lydia!
OH MAN!
Zhengyang has got good taste in EMO songs!
Need someone, you're feeling blue
If you wait for love, and you're alone
If you call your friends, nobody's home
You can run away, but you can't hide
Through a storm and through a lonely night
Then I'll show you there's a destiny
The best things in life, they are free
But if you wanna cry, cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
If your sky is grey oh let me know
There's a place in heaven, where we'll go
If heaven is, a million years away
Oh just call me and I'll make your day
When the nights are getting cold and blue
When the days are getting hard for you
I will always stay by your side
I promise you, I'll never hide
But if you wanna cry, cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
But if you wanna cry, cry on my shoulder
If you need someone, who cares for you
If you're feeling sad, your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
TRIGGER EMO DAY, with the dearest Lydia!
OH MAN!
Zhengyang has got good taste in EMO songs!
11:58 PM
Friday, May 04, 2007
Outing with the ultimate bunch at Clarke Quay this evening was hell awesome!
AWESOMEEE!
Surprisingly, twelve of us turned up.
More than what I've expected at least.
Miss those coolios sooooooo doubly much!
Then again, Jeff (our dearest shemale) was the only guy.
HAHAHA! But he was so damn cool about it!
Dinnered at LJS, at the new Central in Clarke Quay.
Thereafter, headed further down to chill out at Coffee Club.
CAMWHORING with the CAMWHORERS was definitely on the list.
Stories, stories, and more and more of it too!
TODAY WAS SUCHA SMACKING GOOD TIME INDEED!
WOOHOO!
Next outing soon alright guys?
Prawning and BBQ at god-knows-where!
(:
11:59 PM
11:52 PM
Thursday, May 03, 2007
TOUCH RUG TRAINING WAS ABSOLUTELY FUN!
WOOPEEDOO!
Although we got all muddy and stinky after that.
But still, I'm glad I finally got to try out something different.
Taking up a different sport, that is.
The seniors and the other fellow freshie ruggers are pretty nice too.
I'm so gonna enjoy our subsequent trainings.
Something to look forward to every week on Tuesdays and Thursdays.
YAY! STARBURST! YAY!
:)
Anyway, school on the front has been kinda tight.
Time management is the essence, really, with this kinda system one is going through.
There's like so many assignments to be completed by ungodly deadlines.
Moreover, its like for all seven modules.
Oh and definitely not forgetting projects!
No social life anymore.
On a happier note, I've got a wonderful clique of hilarious people with all sorts of vast characters.
Cool I must say!
GHISLENE! HUI XIAN! BECKY! ZHENG YANG! DENNIS! LARRY! :)
(stop saying I didn't mention anything about you guys in this damn blog already, especially you-know-who)
Alright, so another long day in school tomorrow.
But its gonna be a guaranteed blast of a time with the ULTIMATE LOVES after school.
I haven't seen them for what seemed to be like ages!
OH GAWD!
I'm sure there would be too many stuff to share with one another, that goes without saying.
I miss Jeffery our SHEMALE Koh and his gayness!
I miss we, the gossip girls!
I miss the high life we went through together.
Last but not least, I miss screaming and going nuts with the girlfriends over, erm, hot boys!
That sounds...
Oh well, wild hormones then again!
AHHHHHHHH!
Wonderful day it will be.
I'm so optimistic about it.
WOOPEEDOO!
Although we got all muddy and stinky after that.
But still, I'm glad I finally got to try out something different.
Taking up a different sport, that is.
The seniors and the other fellow freshie ruggers are pretty nice too.
I'm so gonna enjoy our subsequent trainings.
Something to look forward to every week on Tuesdays and Thursdays.
YAY! STARBURST! YAY!
:)
Anyway, school on the front has been kinda tight.
Time management is the essence, really, with this kinda system one is going through.
There's like so many assignments to be completed by ungodly deadlines.
Moreover, its like for all seven modules.
Oh and definitely not forgetting projects!
No social life anymore.
On a happier note, I've got a wonderful clique of hilarious people with all sorts of vast characters.
Cool I must say!
GHISLENE! HUI XIAN! BECKY! ZHENG YANG! DENNIS! LARRY! :)
(stop saying I didn't mention anything about you guys in this damn blog already, especially you-know-who)
Alright, so another long day in school tomorrow.
But its gonna be a guaranteed blast of a time with the ULTIMATE LOVES after school.
I haven't seen them for what seemed to be like ages!
OH GAWD!
I'm sure there would be too many stuff to share with one another, that goes without saying.
I miss Jeffery our SHEMALE Koh and his gayness!
I miss we, the gossip girls!
I miss the high life we went through together.
Last but not least, I miss screaming and going nuts with the girlfriends over, erm, hot boys!
That sounds...
Oh well, wild hormones then again!
AHHHHHHHH!
Wonderful day it will be.
I'm so optimistic about it.
10:52 PM