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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Today shall be the last day blogging, until my N's are over. That will be like 10 October. So don't bother wasting your time coming in here as there will be no posts from now, till then.

Yes! I am really worried! Stress! Hardy! Everything students will feel when the exams are drawing near! And as for my case, the N level examinations are in 5 days time. No time for me to waste anymore! The real "thing" ok! My gosh!!! Mugging my heads off! I'm starting to feel the jitters. Unprepared? Not really. I would say, I am more or less prepared. I want my outright 3 pointers!! I am going for it! I want the distinctions for at least 5 out of my 6 subjects! Ready to give off my best, because after that, I can say adios to N's! Haha. There will be a hundred and one thousand million billion zillion things I wanna do after N's, which has been long on my list! And of course, looking forward to my lovelay trip to Australia!!!! Yay yay! :)

For now, study study study!! Pray pray pray, is all I could do for myself. As my teacher puts it, your results will be 1% luck with 99% effort! Ahuh!

3:55 PM

Friday, September 23, 2005

Annoying pest!!! I'd tolerated her 'nuisance' for two years! My goodness! Throughout my sixteen years of life in this world, I have never seen someone as busybody as her! Tsk... tsk... tsk! Last year, my friends noticed she had her eyes always on Malina and myself. Now, she turns her head whenever me and the girlies talk among ourselves. Like what the hell!

There are only these few possible reasons my classmates and I suggested:
-She thinks we're gossiping about her. [ erm..true..but not always.]
-She thinks we're gawking at her. [ like oh please...why waste our time!]
- She wants to know what we're talking about.
-She wants to be in our clique.
-She's eager to find out what notes we copy down during lessons.
-She wants to observe our study/learning methods, so that she will be able to "follow".

I'm aggravated! She's like some annoying bugger...stalker! She's getting on the nerves of everone in class!

"Lose yourself in the past and pending."

2:40 PM

Monday, September 19, 2005

Subject: hi hi! harlox!
Message: harlox gerx.. do u mind adding me as your frenx? lolz.

Oh Yucks! Yucks! Yucks! How annoying can Friendster messages get? Don't you just loathe them? Sorry '-xiao boi boiz-', I don't wanna be your 'frenx'! Gross! I hate people who type words like that!!! I wouldn't think twice about even getting to know them as friends! Yes i'm unsociable...I'm a snob!! Didn't their parents send them to school or something? Fail their spelling!!!! And the last time I checked the dictionary, there wasn't such words in them. Dimwits!! Bozzo heads!! I don't discriminate these people, but how the hell do you even pronounce such words? Is it sooooooo pretty cool to add these extra 'x' or 'z' behind a word, or spell it in an improper way that makes it difficult for reading? My goodness!!

3:45 PM

Friday, September 16, 2005

Quidam, Cirque Du Soleil was marvellous, spectacular,apalling! Went for the show with my neighbours last night. Met them at 6.30pm. We had dinner at Arab Street! It was within walking distance to the circque.

Quidam started at 8pm. The uplifting show celebrates the nameless passerby, the person living lost amidst the crowd in an all-too-anonymous society. Quidam was a story of the one who cries out, sings and dreams within us all. It gave me a 'dark' feeling initially, maybe because of the way they present themselves and their 'gothic' voices. Haha. Quidam was a thrilling combination of acrobatic artistry, technical expertise, extravagant design and original live music that transforms an anonymous world into a place of hope and connection. The performers were so professional!!

There was a half-an-hour interval from 9pm-9.30pm, before the show started. It ended at 10.30pm, and I arrived home at 11pm. Zonked to bed immediately.... I felt so tired out without rest the whole day.

Then again, you guys must really catch Quidam! Its highly recommended although it may be quite pricely! 440 bucks for a package of 4. Hahahahaha! Its worth the time and your worthy bucks!! Lol. :)))

6:00 PM

Thursday, September 15, 2005

I'm gonna make myself very clear!!! I HATE COMPETITION!!! C'mon man! What good or benefits does competition have on you? Huh??? I know I may sound crude here, but seriously, competition among friends sucks! Hello?!?! Why waste your time competing with friends when you should compete against yourself and the exam paper instead?? If you wanna do well, thats the way it should be.

I don't care about what you think of me and/or my good friend, Yu Min. Whether we're competitive or whatever rubbish shit crap you thought of!! Heck shit ok! But I just wanna say, don't look down on us and your other friends, because you may never know what may lie ahead of you next!

I'm not gonna care about all these competiton. I shall just say its a barrier against everything you do. Oh well, I have done alright for prelims, but I'm determined to work even harder, and put in twice the effort for the N's, in order to achieve better results, because I know there is room for much improvements to be made.

I have learnt an important lesson in the fast-paced competitive world. It's great to share information and ideas with friends. Just make sure you are given and you take credit for what information were yours. I can honestly say, well done to her. She pulled off the most blatant info-snatching I have seen for a long time.

The N's are in 16 days time. Stress!!!!! :(((

"God will only help those who help themselves."

4:30 PM

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Sister Jo shared this with us. I had a real good laugh at it.

Say also don't listen,
Listen also don't understand,
Don't understand also don't ask,
Ask also don't do,
Do also do wrong,
Wrong also don't admit,
Admit also don't correct,
Correct also not happy,
Not happy also don't say.

LOL! Isn't it true about us, students?!?!

4:15 PM

Monday, September 12, 2005

I have the sudden urge to blog on the topic of 'TRUST'. Sometimes, I feel that guys can be trusted more than girls, although the vast majority of my friends are girls. I dun know.. but although the guys have a more rugged side than compared to girls, there is the softer side of them too. They give good heaps of advices at times and unlike the girlies, will be there for you during your ups and downs in life, and will be there to cheer you up, make you smile! Not that the girlies will not be there for you though.

I hate to say this, really, but none of my classmates could be trusted. Perhaps only a single one or two out of the thirty-nine. I can't find the real trust in any of my friends till now. The only ones whom I really trust would be God, mummy, mama, sis, my cousins... Full stop.

Its hard to find to friends whom will be there for you in times of need. Of course you do not expect them to be there for you 24/7! Definitely not! They need their space too. I'll put it this way. When you need him/her, he/she's not there for you. Sometimes, even leave you in the lurch? When he/she needs you, he/she looks for you, and apart from that.. no no. Or sometimes, they take you for granted when you're too nice.

Good friends aren't easy to come by. One must learn to cherish and treasure the other if you have one. God has blessed you with him/her! :))

5:40 PM

Sunday, September 11, 2005

I'm glad today's the last day of the September holidays. When school re-opens tomorrow, it will be full-swing all the way for the N's, which will be in like 3 weeks time. Ooooooooo... yeah!

8:30 PM

Thursday, September 08, 2005

Girlfriends came over to my place today after physics tutorial! Yu Min, Gwen and Joselyn. Went out for lunch opposite my house and after that, to the clubhouse to book the karoke room. Decided to take the first session, which was from 11am-5pm. It was kinda last minute decision. Haha. Anyway, sung Lin Jun Jie's song! OMG!!!! So fun! Lol. Watched the movie, Freaky Friday too. Its backdated. Yes yes yes..we know! But it was cool man! Hilarious too. Now I have an urge to learn to play the guitar even more! The electric guitar?? But I must first get my basics down before even thinking of the electronic guitar. We fully utilised the time spent. They left my place around 5.45pm.

Just went to Parkway to collect my new pair of jeans! :))

11:00 PM

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

OMG OMG OMG!!!!!! OH MY GOSH........ This is soooooooo soooooooo way too unbelievable! I just found out that Junyang plays the French Horn too!!!!! Just like me!!!! OMG!!!! Unbelievable. Same instrument! Impossible! Hahahahaha. I thought there were some problems with my eyes initially as its already pass midnight, 12.15am, but it was really true! Lol! I would not be able to sleep anymore! I'm so high! High..High...High!!

"He's so highhhhhhh~
High above me,
He's so lovely!"

12:15 AM

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Social Studies paper is finally over!! Yay!! One N'level subject cleared. Woah...the paper was in the afternoon. Weird! I would say it was relatively ok. I wouldn't wanna say it was easy as i do not wanna be over-confident and I dun think it was tough either. Haha. Daddy and Mummy brought me to Cafe Cartel to eat before bringing me to school, and then they picked me up after the paper ended. Whee~ that saved me alot of precious time! I'm relieved the 'killer paper' is now over! lol!

4:55 PM

Saturday, September 03, 2005

I wanna take up sailing, tennis or the guitar after N's are done! Dad suggested either sailing or tennis. He said that if I take up sailing, it would be really hot under the sun and I would become too tann. And if I take up tennis, I would be able to exercise as well as enjoy the game. He said tennis would be a better choice. I dun know. I wanna learn how to play the guitar too, but I could easily ask any of my family members as most of them do know how to play the guitar. I want the best of everything, but I'll consider. Besides, if I take up tennis or sailing, joselyn said she will be able to take it up with me. Then, I'll have a company!

I'm going to Aussie after N's too! Yay!!! I can't wait. Eveything would be after N's.

10:10 AM

Friday, September 02, 2005

Its September!!!!! OMG!!! Time really flies, and before I know it, N's are already here! And before I know it, N's are over! And before I know it N'level results are released! And before I know it, O'levels! Torture! OMG!!! I'm afraid. I really am. I feel the heat..the tensified motion everyone in class is in now. Aaaaaarrrrrhhhhh...STRESSSSSSS!!!!!!!!! N'level Social Studies is on tuesday. My very first N's paper. God must help me, but I must help myself first.

I must pray. Pray that God will see and guide me through my N'levels, and that he would give me a renewed strength, wisdom, faith and hope during my papers. I believe in Him. He will watch me from above!

3:15 PM