Output of 92 applications today. YAY! Thats an achievement in itself. Belle, our supervisor, said it was good job done. Efficiency! On top of that, two hours overtime. More income! =) Becky and I survived on chocolates and sweets from candy empire when boredom and fatigue took its toll on us. Our target's to set off 100 applications tomorrow. This is how the daily work load would gradually increase.
When the visions around you, Bring tears to your eyes And all that surround you, Are secrets and lies I'll be your strength, I'll give you hope, Keeping your faith when it's gone The one you should call, Was standing here all along..
And I will take You in my arms And hold you right where you belong Till the day my life is through This I promise you
11:19 PM
Monday, August 27, 2007
First day at work was not bad, a whole lot better than what I thought it out to be. Nice, helpful colleagues around. I completed 51 applications (only). As a consolation, it's just the first day. Dinnered at Carl's Junior with baby and ben & jerry's thereafter. =) I am so shagged, and how much my eyes hurts now. Staring straight at the monitor in the office for 8 hours straight, literally kills. All I need is some good good sleep tonight.
Tomorrow would be a better day, I believe.
mister olivertanjunge... i can feel you, and thats love that lives in the heart. :)
10:43 PM
Friday, August 24, 2007
I'm gonna be economically active as of next week. =) Hooked up a job at Citibank, as I've mentioned in the previous post, together with the girls. CASH FLOW! CASH FLOW! CASH FLOW! WOOOO! Get the cash rollin' baby! I'm in dire need of retail therapy! Don't know why, but I just wanna get my fingers on something new and snazzy! More skinnies and tops and every other thing that my eyes sets its attention upon. Hmmm, and pigging out with the boyfriend too! The pig's gonna make me really fat. I'm in desperate need for much cash since I'm literally broke for the month. My savings in the bank is pathetic, but still, enough to survive the remaining one week for the month.
PMS sucks big time. I'm so off. Feeling damn grumpy, so spaced out, getting very agitated by the littlest things. Urgh! =(
9:37 PM
Thursday, August 23, 2007
Type. Backspace. Type. Backspace. Type a lot. Highlight. Backspace. Whirlpool. My thoughts are in a disarray. I don't know where I should start.
Anyway, EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER! INFA was alright, or so I hope. For now, I should be looking forward to the long seven weeks vacation before the new term begins, and I needmust utilise my time to its full. Might be working at Citibank with the girls? Hmmm, not sure about it yet. iDare camp coming up, which should be quite exciting, or at least I hope. Catching up with the ol' school girls and MI mates too, which I so miss badly! Not forgetting, spending as much time with my most precious boy! =)
I'm carefree now. I hope I'll sleep well tonight. I've been waiting for you all my life Anticipating with every dream every night Destiny's moment we all share in time, love is the message And I know I've got mine
11:58 PM
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
oliver ♥ muffin! muffin! muffin! says: i dont understand what bank reconcilation shit! oliver ♥ muffin! muffin! muffin! says: they fight then want to patch OMG! Thats my silly boy for you. His ultra-most-adorable version of a Bank Reconciliation Statement. Way too hilarious and I swear I couldn't stop laughing when he said that.
1:04 AM
Hello, let me know if you hear me Hello, if you want to be near Let me know And I'll never let you go Hey love When you ask what I feel, I say love When you ask how I know I say trust And if that's not enough It's every little thing you do That makes me fall in love with you There isn't a way that I can show you Ever since I've come to know you It's every little thing you say That makes me wanna feel this way There's not a thing that I can point to 'Cause it's every little thing you do Don't ask why Let's just feel what we feel 'Cause sometimes It's the secret that keeps it alive But if you need a reason why Is it your smile or your laugh or your heart? Does it really matter why I love you? Anywhere there's a crowd, you stand out Can't you see why they can't ignore you If you wanna know Why I can't let go Let me explain to you That every little dream comes true With every little thing you do It's everything, everything you do That makes me fall in love with you It's everything, everything you say That makes me feel this way
12:11 AM
Monday, August 20, 2007
After a week long hiatus, of a pimple-inducing, big-round-black eyebags week of torture! :D A short break for today, before starting on INFA tomorrow. Or perhaps, tonight. BLAW was fine, the easiest paper by far. How ironic, isn't it? Considering the fact that I didn't do very well for it during CT and how much I hated it for the chunks of facts and cases to remember. BMGT was not as bad as I'd expected, but I forgot some of it which I'd studied, so I bullshited my way through some questions. I just hope for a pass, I don't ask for much for BMGT. MAEC was so fucking screwed! I'm so prepared to repeat that module now, the worse thing that could ever ever happen. I'd actually studied for two good days, spent my entire weekend on it, that is. Painful circumstances! Ahhhhhhh! Shit stuff! Fuck! Damn disappointing! Damn demoralising! No point going on and on about it anymore. Not that I could do anything now. On a lighter note, Thursday would mean a mega load off my shoulders! I'm waiting in anticipation! Can you feel it? heh. =) 3 more days yo! HAHAHAHA!
Baby, it's fact That our love is true The way black is black And blue is just blue My love is true It's a matter of fact Oh, and you love me too It's as simple as that Baby, our love is true =)
5:40 PM
Monday, August 13, 2007
Productive studying during the weekends, like finally. (with the absence of my inspiration, but I still did it anyway) BLAW kills very much. One more chapter to go, I'm still struggling. Then, there's still BMGT! MAEC! Ohmygawd! Nightmareee! I can't rely on the exams, really, so hopefully, my projects, assignments and stuff would pull me up. Exams better be over soon, I can't wait at all.
I can see it in your eyes I can see it in your smile You're all I've ever wanted, (and) my arms are open wide 'Cause you know just what to say And you know just what to do And I want to tell you so much, I love you.
11:07 PM
Friday, August 10, 2007
Outing with my all-time-favourite people today. Lunched at Fish & Co. with the BFFs before meeting the three boys. Caught the movie Disturbia together. Quite a number of abrupt occurences and flashes, and we sure did screamed quite a bit. One damn thing we weren't really pleased with was the cinema at Lido. Horrible seats that literally shook when you leaned back, and the ground was uniformed and non-carpeted. On top of that, the screen was comparatively smaller than those in the other theatres. SUCKYYY SHITASS! Fortunately the movie made up for it, or rather, SHIA LABEOUF! SHIA LABEOUF IS DAMN HOT, I SWEAR!
Anyhoos, I think I'm falling sick. My throat hurts darn bad. No good at all, since exams are round the corner. Just a week away, so I swear this mustn't be happening.
Talking about exams, I guess I'm not up to it. I'm just drifting here and there, running around the house, hanging around town with people and stressing about many things. No sense of urgency at all. Much has been happening, yet I'm quite dumbfounded. I've been trying to psych myself up a lot for the past few days, but to no avail. Thus far, I'm going to get down to serious work from tomorrow. That, I promise myself. Self-discipline will be my key to success, I hope.
I carry your heart with me, I carry it in my heart. I am never without it anywhere I go, you go, my dear, and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling. I fear no fate, for you are my fate, my sweet. I want no world, for beautiful, you are my world, my true one, and you are whatever a moon has always meant, whatever a sun will always sing, is you. Here is the deepest secret nobody knows, Here is the root of the root, the bud of the bud, the sky of the sky, of a tree called life, which grows higher than a soul can hope for, or mind can hide away from. This is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart. I carry Your heart, I carry it in My heart. (E. E. Cummings)
Monday seems too far away now.
11:43 PM
Thursday, August 09, 2007
Wherever you are tonight I'll see you in my dreams Wherever I go tomorrow You'll be here, next to me And though we are a world apart I know you'll never be that far Cause here in my heart There's a picture of us Together forever Unfaded and unbroken Wherever you are Your love covers me Forever more you'll be Here in my heart Whenever I miss you so much Its more than I can bear I won't cry, I'll just close my eyes And know you'll be there Your kiss and your touch I'll never forget cause you're as close As my very next breath
I am gonna miss you terribly baby! Come back soon, I'll be waiting. I can't wait for MONDAY! =) LOVEYOUDEEPDEEP SWEETIEPIE!
1:13 AM
Monday, August 06, 2007
At the begining, it may have seemed that I may have hesitated, and you would have thought I wasn't interested. I guess I did hesitate, but I was definitley interested and I wanted to be sure. I wanted to know you better. I wanted my heart to know you better. I wanted my heart to love you, and now it does, and so do I. Its not easy to fall in love. Its not easy to be in a relationship. Its always a struggle and it comes with an emotional baggage that will test us. But we'll get through it. We just need to listen to each other a bit more, understand each other a bit more. It's scary sometimes but that's normal. I want this to stay now and forevermore. You'd never know this, but I'm telling you, ever since I met you, I stopped looking.
Two hearts that belong together From the very start One love, now and forever Nothing can tear us apart I said 'faithful', you said 'trust', we said 'love'. LOVEYOUDEEPDEEP! =)
11:43 PM
Sunday, August 05, 2007
Life was a song, You came along I lay awake the whole night through
If I should dare To think you care This is what I'd say to you
You were meant for me And I was meant for you
Nature fashioned you And when she was done You were all those good things Rolled into one
You're like a plaintive melody That never lets me be I'm content the angels must have sent you And they meant you just for me
5th August 2007! I will remember, I promise. =)
11:53 PM
Friday, August 03, 2007
Love that lives in the heart cannot be so easily terminated by time. Even though the encounter is brief, its impression shall last a lifetime. No one can change the direction of love that lives in the heart. If you have loved.. that, in itself, is the answer. =)