I know that by nature, I'm a muller of things. Things replay in my mind so much, but anyway my gripe of the day is the "signs" I see everywhere. I don't know if they are some cosmic plan to help me, or just unrelated nonsense that I just happen to interpret as signs. Fret not if you do not actually understand what I'm talking about. I just hope to reason things out myself. Anyway, it's been driving me crazy because even if I see such "signs", am I really supposed to take them seriously? Or am I looking out for them in the foolish need for false hope? The only thing I have hanging on to is a thread of hope, borne out of a kernel of fact and a bushel of imagination.
I HATE THIS.