Wednesday, May 31, 2006
Phuket was great fun with my family and dad's friend and his family. Had lots of fun and I didn't spent alot too. haha. Back to school today for tutorials was damn shitty. I need sleep, sleep, sleep and sleep. Took 130 pictures. Shall place some of it up soon. :)
5:44 PM
Friday, May 26, 2006
OhMyGawd!! Parents-teacher meeting at 6.40pm. Fret not. I've already told mum about those dreadful reults of mine. My teacher better find something nice to talk about me. She must. MUST! hahaha. :)
3:57 PM
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
Tomorrow marks the last day of the school term. WOOPEEDOO! I'll be off for my two weeks holiday hereafter. :)
However, holidays would not be completed without homeworks. Not that we like it, but we are made to do it, since the teachers never fail to leave us without homeworks, especially when it comes to such long vacations. Amazingly for a change, our homeworks would have to be excessed through the internet to be completed. Coolness. It would probably be much faster this way. At least for me.
27th-30th May: Phuket
1st-4th June: Genting
However, holidays would not be completed without homeworks. Not that we like it, but we are made to do it, since the teachers never fail to leave us without homeworks, especially when it comes to such long vacations. Amazingly for a change, our homeworks would have to be excessed through the internet to be completed. Coolness. It would probably be much faster this way. At least for me.
27th-30th May: Phuket
1st-4th June: Genting
10:36 PM
Monday, May 22, 2006
FRANK LAMPARD!
John Terry, Peter Cech, Lampard
the two middle ones! OMG!!My guy-crazy hormones are acting up again.
6:31 PM
My grades can't get any worser than it already is, but I'm not gonna allow 'failure' to put me down. Never. I shallmust work doubly, triply, quardruply harder for prelims as well as the major O's. I won't wanna look back to my school days with something to regret. I wanna look back at something to be proud and happy about. I shall be optimistic about it. :)
5:48 PM
Saturday, May 20, 2006
I'm at mum's office now. Staring into her mega-sized desktop screen. haha. Actually I'm quite amazed by the way she keeps her room so clean and neat. Ooooo! And my youngest sis is running around the office, drawing much attention from my mum's colleagues, who are bringing her all around, pampering her with sweets and snacks.
11:08 AM
Friday, May 19, 2006
I miss M.
5:17 PM
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
I feel damn screwed up. For the first time, I have never had such a heavy heart and not known what to do. I can't break daddy and mummy's heart knowing they are realistic in their expectations of me and they would be very much contented as long as I am contented. I wanna make them proud of me, but yet I can't. I want them to realise that their efforts of working tirelessly for my siblings and I, are paid off, but yet again, I can't. My results I have gotten back so far were horrifying. Way below expectations. Throwing my life away with every careless mistake I made. I really don't know what to do. I'm just drowning. Drowning in the pool of anxiety, stress, worry and discontentment despite the fact that I know I have done my best.
9:54 PM
Sunday, May 14, 2006
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL THE MUMS AROUND ESPECIALLY MUMMY!! I LOVE YA! :)))
11:45 PM
Saturday, May 13, 2006
Mother's Day lunch at this chinese restaurant, Sichuan Douhua, in UOB Plaza with my paternal relatives today. We were seated in this private room and had an overview of the city. Coolness. Yet again, the food was incredible. Something like the one we had last night.
5:57 PM
Friday, May 12, 2006
Mother's Day dinner at Imperial Herbal (Metropole Hotel) with my maternal relatives today. The food was splendid and incredible. Especially the 'monk jump over the wall'. The atmosphere was great. Service was a bit slow but the waitresses were really friendly. My sis was grumbling that she was hungry. But the food was very fresh and very good. Worth the money.
*Sis is watching 'I Not Stupid Too' for the seventh time because of Shawn Lee. She's way nuts over him. Don't ask why. And is there anyway I can stop her?
*Sis is watching 'I Not Stupid Too' for the seventh time because of Shawn Lee. She's way nuts over him. Don't ask why. And is there anyway I can stop her?
11:57 PM
Thursday, May 11, 2006
WOOPEEDOO! Mids are over. Hell and torture is over for now. Totally burnt out.
The papers were a big time disaster. Blindingly difficult. Way tougher than it should be. I'd screwed it all up. Besides, I literally rushed through all my papers. I couldn't even spare myself the time to check through my scripts, unlike all the exams I've sat for in the past. NIGHTMARE!!
I feel my hopeful grades slipping out from under me like a giant slithery eel with leopard spots and a hyena's laugh while it retreats into its dingy ass hole in the seaI. Utter disappointment.
*I miss my FHornies shitloads.
The papers were a big time disaster. Blindingly difficult. Way tougher than it should be. I'd screwed it all up. Besides, I literally rushed through all my papers. I couldn't even spare myself the time to check through my scripts, unlike all the exams I've sat for in the past. NIGHTMARE!!
I feel my hopeful grades slipping out from under me like a giant slithery eel with leopard spots and a hyena's laugh while it retreats into its dingy ass hole in the seaI. Utter disappointment.
*I miss my FHornies shitloads.
11:49 PM