Saturday came and went, at the snap of my finger. But today was hell good I must say. (:
Awoke at noon and I tried really hard to pull myself out of bed. And yeah, baby, if only you were right beside me! (: The boyfriend made me smile real hard while I was reading his messages. At least, it was a good start to the day.
Went on to meet momsie in town for lunch and real retail treat! Its been some time since I went out with her. I meant, just her alone. The mom and daughter outing, y'know, I love! Told her previously, we should get down to some real good retail therapy for ourselves at least once every month, but I guess the both of us are too caught up with our own stuff these days. Or rather, me at least. Today was all expenses paid by the mom! heh heh heh! (: Quite satisfied with those stuff I got for myself! Something to be happy about. Mom accompanied me around while I waited for the boyfriend. Damn nice of her. (: And she gave us a dinner treat too, though she didn't join us. Couldn't decide on a place to go. The entire stretch of town was like human-jam-packed, the usual weekend crowd! Horribly long string of people queuing up at every other restaurant. Headed to Wheelock and decided on Big O! (: Left for ECP after that. Every hour, every minute, every second spent with my precious one is an absolute love which I'd always treasure. Bittersweet, beautiful love, he always will be! (: Mom and the sisters came to pick us up yet again, saving us on awfully expensive cab fares! Oh talking about money, think I have been spending way too much these days. Personal victim of the paradox. Hah! Oh well, I choose not to think about it. Self-consolation, you see!
Long day it has been. So shagged now. Goodnight world, tugging into bed soon. I love oliver tan! teehee! bye. (:
1:22 AM
Friday, September 28, 2007
My mind's in a whirlpool of disarrayed thoughts: -My eratic rantings and whinings about work clearly don't make much sense, and I am still feeling very distressed. I don't know why though. -Ironically, its quite sad to know that work's gonna end in like two weeks. Cause it's time for a new semseter! The great bunch of colleagues are gonna be deeply missed! -Retail theraphy with mom tomorrow afternoon. (: -I feel its time for me to inject some more meaning into my life. -I want to keep awake the whole night and plunder into my little pool of emotions and just, drown? Love Is All Around- Wet Wet Wet I feel it in my fingers I feel it in my toes Love is all around me And so the feeling grows
Its written on the wind Its everywhere I go, oh yes it is So if you really love me Come on and let it show
You know I love you, I always will My minds made up by the Way that I feel There's no beginning, There'll be no end 'cause on my love you can depend
I see your face before me As I lay on my bed I kinda get to thinking Of all the things you said, oh yes I did
You gave your promise to me And I gave mine to you I need someone beside me In everything I do, oh yes I do
You know I love you, I always will, My minds made up by the Way that I feel There's no beginning, There'll be no end 'cause on my love you can depend
Got to keep it moving
Oh its written in the wind Oh everywhere I go, yeah, oh well So if you really love me, love me, love me Come on and let it show Come on and let it show Come on and let it Come on and let it (come and let it show, baby) Come on, come on, come on let it show baby Come on and let it show Come on and let it show, baby Come on and let it show By bit (bit by bit, bit by bit)
AHHHHH! THIS SONG IS ONE TO DIE FOR OKAY! Read the lyrics deep. (: imeem sucks! I can't seem to post the music up here as much as I want to! hurhurhur! I'll keep trying.
11:08 PM
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy. I'll be your hope I'll be your love Be everything that you need. I love you more with every breath Truly madly deeply do. I will be strong I will be faithful 'Cos I'm counting on a new beginning. A reason for living. A deeper meaning. I want to stand with you on a mountain. I want to bathe with you in the sea. I want to lay like this forever. Until the sky falls down on me. And when the stars are shining brightly In the velvet sky, I'll make a wish Send it to heaven Then make you want to cry. The tears of joy For all the pleasure and the certainty. That we're surrounded By the comfort and protection of.. The highest power. In lonely hours. The tears devour you.. I want to stand with you on a mountain, I want to bathe with you in the sea. I want to lay like this forever, Until the sky falls down on me. Oh can't you see it baby? You don't have to close your eyes 'Cos it's standing right before you. All that you need will surely come. I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy. I'll be your hope I'll be your love Be everything that you need. I'll love you more with every breath Truly madly deeply do
I've never been any happier in life. (: And you're my every reason to be contented. I miss you baby and you know that! I love you truly, madly, deeply, you know that too! (: I can't wait for tomorrow.
10:38 PM
Friday, September 21, 2007
This seems so... forced. I can't seem to write anything substantial these days. Oh well, oh well, it all comes down to the mood I guess.
This week was hell good! Cause the week called for some really scrumptious food! Crystal jade for lunch on monday with the girls, followed by dinner with the boyfriend at Vienna. On tuesday, Mos Burger and Thai Express for lunch. Y'know, what a combination right. Thursday was seafood dinner at boat quay with the boy! Yes, and not forgetting, the lunch treat by my aunt at Sizzlers today. Food, food, glorious food! Quite fulfilling. Hahahaha!
Anyhoos, the weekends are here again. Wheehooo! Time to unleash the energy and UNWIND! I love that word, UNWIND. Haha!
I'm dead tired. Need to catch up on some much needed sleep this weekend. Or so I hope. All I want now is a big big hug from my PIG! (:
Never gonna give you up Never gonna let you down Never gonna run around and desert you Never gonna make you cry Never gonna say goodbye Never gonna tell a lie and hurt you I PROMISE. (:
my one and only best friend is my boyfriend. i love you baby! (:
6:53 PM
Sunday, September 16, 2007
Long overdue post. (:
iDare at Kota Tinggi was damn good fun. By far, the best camp I've attended. It was a four days-three nights worth remembering for a long time to come. Cool bunch of mates I found in BINGO, good food, awesome programme and the best stay-in, it was a chalet yo! Just like those swiss wooden cottage houses. Oh and thankfully, it was air-conditioned. More than a camp, less than a holiday kinda thing, I felt. I miss camp so much, I swear! But I was dead shagged when I returned.
Friday was results day. Woke up, didn't feel like myself the entire morning. Was so damn nervous when I received that sms from NP. To begin with, I didn't even dared to open it for fifteen minutes. But it was an enlightenment. Thank God, managed to pass everything or I'll seriously shoot myself dead. A miracle in itself I cleared macroeconomics, cause I literally screwed the entire paper during the exams as I've mentioned previously. My GPA sucked though. Need to buck up a lot and work harder next semester. I still want my 3.5 GPA!
Anyway, the weekends came and went. Yet another day back at work tomorrow. This week was good I must say.
I can't wait for tomorrow. Night out with baby after work! YAY! At least I have something to look forward to. (:
11:53 PM
Sunday, September 09, 2007
It's been a very anticipation-filled day! Anticipating a lot of things! iDare! iDare! Guess I'm looking forward to it afterall, even though becky's not going. That bitch! Hahaha! Bitch bitch! And I just remembered. Ohmygawd! Exam results on friday, right after camp! Fuck, damn scared! Hope it won't spoil my mood on the last day of camp.
Metaphorically speaking, I feel free-er today. I don't know why, though I haven't started packing anything for camp at all. I feel like playing piano - one of those history-making moments.
Random, but I think God is great because even though He is so busy, He always has time for me! :)
6:17 PM
Finally met up with the clique after what seemed like donkey years! SHEPHERDSON! ALYSSA! HILDA! NAD! LAILA! CHERYN! MALINA! JEFF! ROY! Its been a long time since all of us came together. I got fucking (for lack of less appropriate adjective) regurgitating spasms in my stomach after drinking 6 (read: SIX) M I S E R A B L E glasses of wine during Citibank's company dinner before that, and so, experienced what it was like to be in a hellhole while my stomach did flip-flops and black jacks. Okay, prolly it wasn't that bad. Perhaps, prior exhaustion, the flu bug (which refuses to get out of my system) and post-menstrual syndromes (you just never know) contributed to it. Anyway, lots of catching up with the favourite people, as usual. 10pm supper at Changing appetites. Great night with good company topped with a very very very sumptuous dinner. (:
Oh and I haven't mentioned how great the dinner at Vienna-Novena was. I had three bowls of Buddha Jump Over The Wall, two bowls of Sharks Fin, Chicken Herbal stew, drunken prawns, seafood and sashimi fiesta, yo! The list goes on.
Anyway, my blog is so hopelessly devoid of pictorials now. SEND ME THOSE PHOTOS PLEASE LADIES!
2:31 AM
Thursday, September 06, 2007
TRIGGER HAPPY YO! (: As long as stars shine down from heaven And the rivers run into the sea Till the end of time forever You’re the only love I’ll need
In my life you’re all that matters In my eyes the only truth I see When my hopes and dreams have shattered You’re the one that’s there for me
When I found you I was blessed And I will never leave you, I need you
Imagine me without you I’d be lost and so confused I wouldn’t last a day, I’d be afraid Without you there to see me through
Imagine me without you You know it’s just impossible Because of you, it’s all brand new My life is now worthwhile I can’t imagine me without you
oh and tomorrow is gonna be a day to die for, I can't wait. MI LOVES!
10:16 PM
Wednesday, September 05, 2007
promises for a lifetime...
♥ to give everything i've got ♥ to love unconditionally ♥ to always be there ♥ to care and hold ♥ to have an adorable and lovely family with (in future) ♥ to be with till the end of everything
to these, I pinky promise aite! (: you'll always be the light of my love, the light of my life. i've got nothing much more to say, but just I LOVE YOU!
Thank you for loving me. happy first month baby! (:
10:55 PM
Monday, September 03, 2007
Beautiful monday in the best company of the beautiful love of my life. =) Nothing much more I could ask for. I love you baby! I'd stay up and think of you And I'd wish on a star That somewhere you are thinking of me too Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be Then here in my room, Dreaming about you and me Late at night when all the world is sleeping I'd stay up and think of you And I still can't believe that you came up to me And said, "I love you; I love you too"
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight Till tomorrow, and for all of my life And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be Then here in my room, Dreaming with you endlessly...
11:54 PM
Sunday, September 02, 2007
HAPPY SEPTEMBER one and all. Time flies, really. :)
Shopping and lunching with mom and the sisters today was awesome. Sadly, without daddio since he's away.
Think I've got one of the wisest and smartest mom around. Or is it moms being just moms? I guess they'll always know what their kids are up to most of the time, or rather, have been up to? Even more so if it's of their daughters since they've gone through what we're going through now, and they know us inside-out, outside-in. One way or another. I guess you know where I'm getting myself at by now. :)
Mom had been trying to get the truth out of me for the past few days. Indirectly though. And besides, hoping more so that sis would tell her about it. Anyway, I ain't a good actress afterall, couldn't keep it from her for long. Think I gave myself away too many times. This evening when she asked me about it, this was all I said to her- in baby's words! "Mommy, chances are what you think is right, I won't elaborate, but you just guess, you've got it." As he said, drop the bread, but don't lead her directly. Mommy got it, of course. Extremely elated with her reaction. =) "Mommy's happy for you. Just take care of yourself and make sure you know what you're doing. By telling me, I know you trust me." These words, I'll always remember. Besides, she couldn't stop smiling and I could tell that excitement of hers in her voice. All thanks to the smart boyfriend! I cannot be any happier today. teehee! =) ANTICIPATION AWAITS...
If there's one thing in this world that I know is true It's the love that I feel when I'm thinking of you No ocean no mountain can keep us apart 'Cause no one can take away someone who lives in your heart All the hopes and the dreams are alive I'll carry you with me through distance and time Nothing in this world can keep us apart 'Cause no one can take away someone who lives in your heart