Whats the problem with me man????????? Today's bad. Very very extremely bad! We got back all our exam scripts except for Bio. Guess what?? Everyone did so so sooooooo badly in everything. This year's MYE really sucked. I'm extremely disappointed and angry with myself. Really,whats the problem with me? I have slacked so so much from last year. My grades were just simply unbelievable. Yes,I seriously thought I could have done better. I passed all my subjects, but even so, the grades were terrifying. Moreover,this is my N'level year. With this kind of grades I'm getting,even though I can move on to Sec.5..so what?? What about O's?? It is unexceptable. My friends think I'm expecting too much from myself. They say that a pass is good enough. To me, there's no point passing without getting a good pass. I hate boderline passes. And my grades were all like in between. I think I only got distinction for 2 subjects. The rest were all boderline!!! Wth. To make things worse,our CA will not be included and there will be no moderation. So tell me..whats the point of me doing well for CA but not for MYE?? Huh?? I can't find myself!! Yes,the teachers marking may be strict and the papers were set at a much higher standard than compared to last year. But we cannot blame them. They are preparing us for prelims and our N's. Even so, I couldn't have done so badly! I'm utterly disappointed in my maths and english. They are one of my strongest subjects and I did so badly?? How am I gonna get my 3 points for N's if I continue like this? How??? Its not like I didn't put in as much effort as I did compared to last year. I continued to work hard and go on at the same pace. But why?? My classmates were disappointed too. Everyone was in a solemn mood today. Especially after we got back our maths paper. In total, there are only 12 passes in our class for maths. How am I gonna tell my parents,my chinese tutor and my maths tutor? I'm sure they have expected much better results. My school teachers too, and especially my form teacher?