so heres my deal to myself because i've simply been suffering from pro-extreme boredom.
your name is fiona and you were brought to this earth to love and respect yourself. unfortunately, you were never quite in control of your thoughts. they run around your head like badly behaved children. you will not eat in moderation and you will only exercise when you feel like a piece of lard(which is all the time, so you dont actually exercise at all). you enjoy making a mockery out of others. what they will not know is that you mock yourself too. you will love and adore sushi, vintage, retro, music, rainy afternoons, foodie, arts, and travelling(what an effing mouthful) . you are ignorant. you will embarrass yourself. you have a devil-may-care attitude towards the world. you will surive without friends one way or another, but ultimately, you will need a listening ear, a shoulder to cry on and someone who's willing to give you 3000 trucks full of hugs and kisses for free at the end of the good damn day. you are sensitive. too sensitive till you become a pain most of the time. you sleep a lot. understatement. you sleep too much. you always misplace things. then you will tell yourself, "its okay. its just bermuda triangled". you are always at the pit of poverty but you will learn to start saving when you develop the passion for shopping. you are never early. you will be late for school, meetings and dates for the rest of your life. you never really appreciated the life you have because you constantly drain yourself with things that dont really matter. you will eventually lose all the passion and zest for life. but that will not be the end. you will be saved. hah!