As much as I hate to, I'd rather learn the truth, really. It hurts, yes it does. Lying to keep us in the dark. Thats shit. HAS YOUR PRIDE GOT SOMETHING TO DO WITH THIS? I'm very sure it got in the way. Boys, boys, boys. Boys will always be boys. Always living in denial. I will learn to let go of things which doesn't belong to me. I'm gonna wake up and accept reality. This is REALITY! WAKE UP FIONA, WAKE THE HELL OUT OF YOU! Don't be a f***er!(you know how much I HATE using this word)